DEAR IOLA

As soon as i get home , I go straight to the computer and look at your away message

hoping you'll somehow confess your love for me.

Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it, then I look at your smile and I know it is.

Sometimes every small things you say can fit into a big empty space in my heart.

Some people say you only fall in love once, but every time i hear your voice I fall in love all over again.

If I can't get you out of my head , maybe you're supposed to be  there.

Loving you is like breathing how can i stop?

I'm jealous of every guy has ever hugged you, because for one moment,

they had my whole world in their arms.

When I see you, I got a sick feeling but it's the sick feeling I love to feel.

I get the best feeling when you say hi to me or even smile because I know

for a second I crossed your mind.

Should I smile because your my friend? or cry because that's all we ever be.

Oh Iola,  one day I caught myself smiling for no reason then I realized I was thinking of you.

Meeting you was my fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love

with you was beyond my control.

Just this night I was matching a star to each thing I love about you, I was doing great!

until I ran out of stars hehe.

My hearth aches completely, every hour, everyday, and only when

I'm with you does the pain go away.

I wonder if your thinking when I look at you and smiles, I dont think you realize

how easily you make me smile.

Why am i afraid to lose you when you aren't even mine.